THE WEATHER IS LIKE HOW I'M FEELIN'
IT SEEMS THAT I SOMEHOW CANT GAIN YOUR TRUST.
YOU HAD TO KEEP THINGS FROM ME.
I DONT UNDERSTAND. YOU CAN JUST TELL ME THE TRUTH.
THAT YOU DIDNT WANT TO GO.
YOU MAY THINK THAT I'M PETTY OVER THIS KIND OF SMALL THINGS.
YES, SMALL THINGS. BUT YOU DIDNT THINK OF HOW I WOULD FEEL?
THIS SMALL THINGS. MEANS ALOT TO ME. OVERTIME AS THESE ACCUMULATE I MIGHT LOSE MY TRUST IN YOU. AND THE DISAPPOINTMENT.
I'M ALREADY TRYING TO HANG ON.
I THOUGHT THAT I WAS ONE OF THE CLOSER PEOPLE TO YOU.
TO GET TO KNOW YOU BETTER.TO KNOW WHATS GOING ON IN YOUR LIFE.
BEFORE ACCEPTING. BUT IT SEEMS THAT YOUR FRIENDS KNOW MUCH MORE ABOUT
YOU THAN I DO. I THOUGHT BEFORE GETTING INTO ONE WE ARE SUPPOSE TO GET TO KNOW EACH OTHER BETTER. BUT I GUESS I'M NOT. I'M OPENING UP. BUT ARE YOU? I THOUGHT I WAS THE SPECIAL SOMEONE THAT COULD BE THERE FOR YOU, FOR YOU TO OPEN UP YOUR TROUBLES OR TO TELL ME MORE ABOUT YOUR LIFE. HOW WOULD I HAVE FELT? like your friends knew something that i dont. and they come tell me. i'm like 'oh is it?. i didnt know that.' DID YOU KNOW THAT IT FEELS HORRIBLE? I GUESS YOU DONT. I'M CHANGING MY DECISION. I TEARED FOR YOU. IT MIGHT SEEM THAT ITS JUST SOMETHING SMALL. BUT I WANT TO LET YOU KNOW. THAT IT REALLY MATTERS TO ME.

weirdo posing for the cam. twist!

look at the wide spread. jealous, dan dan?

dont bother about her at the back. i'm the focus :) lol!

ice cream log-cake!


it was raining cats and dogs when i woke up. so dark that i thought it was still night. sentosa was off :( went to catch movies. yeah. catch. you know. HAHA! wore my prettie boots :) caught 'NIGHT AT A MUSEUM & THE CURSE OF THE GOLDEN FLOWER' at vivo. buying the tickets the guy asked. wow! going for a movie marathon eh? then we just haha! i got to rate those movies okay. night at the museum was fantastic. super awesome. people out there got to catch it. the curse of the golden flower? i've got nothing to comment. it was like rated 4 or four and a half stars? i really wonder who rated it. i couldnt understand the show. still trying to absorb. and it was quite bloody though. oh! and everyone should have known. it was on the sunday straits times. on how they commented on the boobs. oh please. empress. concubine. servants. all big boobs. i'm like HAHA! push-up bras. bleh.

SO, MONK. I BETTER NOT SEE YOU CATCHING THE MOVIE. REMEMBER. DONT SIN :)


came out at three ++. didnt want to go back so early. anywayss. it was still raining. as it was still early. wanted to catch another movie. but. the vivo cinema queue. its like wow! freaking long queue till out of the space! -.-"' haeded down to dhoby. what a boring place. all movies were at 6++ and it will be too late. so went home lorr. could have broken my movie marathon record with three movies in a day! bought M&Ns on the way home. and JOANNE NG is jealous! haha.

MERRY CHRISTMAS! :)
WENT FOR MASS WITH MY SUPER DUPER CLASSY CLOTHES. HAD A GREAT CHRISTMAS PARTY TOO.PHOTOS COMING UP. WOOTS!
ENJOY!

ALAMAK! GOSH. ITS ALREADY LIKE CHRISTMAS EVE. AND I HAVE NOT EVEN WRAP A SINGLE PRESENT. CANT WAIT FOR TOMORROW.

church service with pretties. christmas tree. food. ice-cream logcake. carols. MY PRESENTS!

I'M COUNTING DOWN TONIGHT. HAHA.

MERRY CHRISTMAS EVE! :)

dragged out of bed at 9++. met the group of 5 at serangoon gardens. lunch-ed at cafe cartel. was early and not open for business. so walked to the pet shop to see dogs. how adorable. met 'SOMEONE' outside cafe cartel. with footwear that was torn. i was like. ' wa! new fashion eh. not bad.' went in. and then we self service go take sit. waitress came over. haven spoke a word. then ' SOMEONE' said. menu please. then we ??? waitress said.' sorry. but we are not open for business yet. maybe in 15 minutes time. sorry.' then SOMEONE ask. could we sit here? reply was. sure, but keep volume down. thanks. six of us there. with me around. its like noise.noise.noise. haha. started giving gifts. then ' SOMEONE' opened my present. *ahem. crazy people started snapping photos. and putting SOMEONE as model on phones' wallpaper. haha. had quite a fight under the table during lunch. lunch-ed over. bill came. like ? $162.20. haha. footed bill. went to SOMEONE's house to kill time. saw the dog at house. 5 people, you can say invaded her house. checked out the whole house. especially SOMEONE. then went to attic. started with some horrible music that SOMEONE played. wa. how badly hurt was my ear. haha. never saw SOMEONE so childish playing with balloons. and even guns. haha. left and said bye-bye. was late for tuition like for 10 minutes. tuition ended. and when for haircut. yeah. i love my hair. haha! nice :)

*many SOMEONEs' were highlighted in this post. so go figure out who those people are. haha.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY TWINNIE NELLE NELLE! :)


argh. 9+ was my rise and shine today. and gosh my eye swelled. was going to shop at orchard with aunt. so met up. went to Han's for lunch. oh. i forgot my sunglasses. today is somehow some ' fated' day. met like 7-8 people on the way in orchard. walked to Heeren. bought avery very very CLASSY top. over to FAR EAST and bought my pair of boots. SUPER NICE. and accessories. went to tangs and blah blah blah. heels were like gosh damn pain. went home at 7+. was so hungry that i ate two bowls of rice at granny's. spent 100 bucks exactly. and its already enough to defeat JOANNE NG in her fashion. HAHA!


I JUST RECEIVED A MESSAGE. UNCLE DAN DAN IS BROKE THAT HE HAS REDUCED HIS MEALS TO JUST BISCUITS AND WATER. PLEASE HAVE THE HEART TO HELP HIM. THANK YOU. YOUR KINDNESS IS MUCH APPRECIATED.

me and lin. MEL kept the photo for such a long time.


i've gone for like how many days? you keep track. deserted my blog. after my trip. my blog is i think supposed to be flooded with lots of words eh? 5 days 4 nights. how did i managed to kill time? BUFFET. BOWLING. ARCADE. SLEEP. my daily routine. you see, basically there is nothing to do there. came back from trip. next day buddy went off. then buddy came back. my twinnie went off. like whats this? and hell man. training was seriously pathetic on saturday. only like 6 people turned up. and it was the last training. i brought tidbits from my trip. no one came. TOTALLY SAD-ED la! haha :(

SATURDAY was super duper ultra boring. sorry. nothing to post.

woke up today and went for mass. and it was raining cats and dogs. brought along my jacket for company for the air-con in the church. but some how the air-con didnt want to operate properly today. and it was like not cold?! people were irritating behind my seat. queuing up for last minute confession. like what the heaven. i went for mine like so early. i'm the guai-est. hmmm.
after church i ate fishballs. i dont know why. godmother wanted to help the church with funds so she bought a whole lot of fishballs and i played a part to help finish it up. i still feel round now though. compass-ed again. aunt and uncle wanted to get me clothes for christmas but my bag like died on me and i cried for it. bought a nike bag. ( jo, its a NIKE BAG eh! haha). wanted to change my phone plan but the queue was like so so long. and i was like forget it. almost every shop was having sales. starting from 10% , 20% , 30% , 40% , 50% and so on. went scanning through shops. and boy. mummy was super energetic today. my heels were like ouch? she still continued walking. and jo on the other hand was like texting me about how feminine would she become. buying DRESSES , HEELS and MORE SKIRTS. please go read her blog. spent like $800++. gosh. and i told her. 'hello. she's in orchard and i'm in compass.' well. i'm heading to town tomorrow. and i wouldnt even need to spent up to $800++ to be so FASHIONABLE and CLASSY. JOANNE NG. YOU WATCH ME. hmmm. shopping spree for two days. coming up!

DING DONG. CHAP PECK PECK IS BACK WITH PRESENTS. HAHA!

CHAP PECK PECK ON TRIP TO GENTING FOR 5 DAYS. SO DONT MISS ME. WILL BRING SOME STUFF BACK FOR YOU GUYS. I PROMISE.WILL MISS YOU GUYS. AWWW :( LOVES! :)




* GOOD MATCH WITH SRJC TODAY. MMMM.

LALALA! NELLE NELLE & PECK PECK AT KBOX.

KUKUS' WITH THE REFLECTION AGAIN?!


first outing with jo jo , nelle nelle and jar jar. met at dhoby at 10.30. train-ed to city hall. walked to marina. bought tickets for casino royale at 12. ate at food court. unfortunately today no dessert :(
went GV thought no one tear ticket so we went up. then the girl so cross. she not there ma. not like we go in for free. and jo took the happy feet toy from combo meal. gr. ate nelle nelle's nachos. woots. was freezing in cinema. only like a few people. action pack movie. but i prefer the old bond. all time favourite. came out at 2 ++ .went to kbox with nelle and jar. sang until 6. super fun and was damn high. microphone blasted. train-ed home with nelle. and was disturbing her about her guy. she didnt get his contact! arh. rush hour and i'm gone.

woohoo. GREAT! one month left of hols. had training today. met up with nelle and jo. dan dan didnt come. haha! after lunch had dessert with nelle and jo. ICE RAINBOW!